I feel myself getting to my breaking point. I tend to keep everything bottled up inside because I don't want to bother anyone with my problems. I figure.."everyone you meet is facing their own battle" so why should I feel like my battle is significant? I mean.. I'm alive. That's got to count for something. I miss my grandfather daily..he was the light in my life when everything went dim. I miss my grandmother..and she's been gone for years now. I mean, do you ever really get over the loss of someone who is important to your happiness? I just don't understand. I feel like the world would be a much brighter place if some of those people survive..but I didn't. I mean is that morbid? Sometimes it feels true.
And all she wants is someone to be afraid of losing her.
"I feel like the world would be a much brighter place if some of those people survive..but I didn't." - AND I feel like if your grandparents were still around they would kick your butt for talking like that!!
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