Music is the bonding factor between pain and happiness..

We all stub our toes, we all have people who don't love us enough. There are all kinds of suffering; life is a bunch of suffering. There are a lot of other things too, of course, but we all suffer.

Just because today is a terrible day doesn't mean tomorrow might not be the best day of your entire life. You just have to wake up and get there. -Pete Wentz

You wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh. It's doing what feels right no matter what. It's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It's about being yourself, cause no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.

You can tell a lot about a person by the way he handles four things: a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

Happy Friday!

How does anyone know when to keep going and when to just let go?

It's one of those days..when I feel like all I want to do is go back to bed..or wonder why I got out of bed in the first place? I'm just so down and in a funk and I really don't know how to snap out of it. I'm tired of trying so hard to be happy and to make everyone around me happy.. I want someone to ask me if i'm okay..listen to me when I say " Yes..." and realize..wait..that's not true. I want someone to make me talk about all the things I worry about and think about and not think that I'm crazy or overreacting or that it's stupid. I want, I want , I want but why can't I ever have?!

I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me. Love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you. -The OC

What now?

I feel myself getting to my breaking point. I tend to keep everything bottled up inside because I don't want to bother anyone with my problems. I figure.."everyone you meet is facing their own battle" so why should I feel like my battle is significant? I mean.. I'm alive. That's got to count for something. I miss my grandfather daily..he was the light in my life when everything went dim. I miss my grandmother..and she's been gone for years now. I mean, do you ever really get over the loss of someone who is important to your happiness? I just don't understand. I feel like the world would be a much brighter place if some of those people survive..but I didn't. I mean is that morbid? Sometimes it feels true.

And all she wants is someone to be afraid of losing her.

one of those days...when someone else's words say it better..

i feel like the squirrels that so often run in front of our car
& then stand paralyzed in the forward crunch of the tires
i’m torn between the compulsion to run
& the urge to stand still & hope the danger will pass
-Koren Zailckas, Smashed

Change; we don't like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes change is everything.- Grey's Anatomy

People are stupid and just want to be loved. That's the only reason anyone does anything ...

Welcome to my silly life..

Welcome!
I was referred to a friend's blog (Hi Stacey!) and have become inspired to write my own..
I do have too many thoughts and not enough people to listen so why not let it all out here?

Let's see.. where do I begin?
I recently started a new job.. in November and I have to say, I'm loving it. Training starts tomorrow which means getting off at 5 every night and 1 hour lunches! Can't say that it gets much better than that! :)

Here are a few of my favorite things..

Red Velvet Cupcakes!

The beach.. the ocean.. the sand..it's paradise.

The Big Bang Theory..guaranteed to make me laugh no matter what mood I'm in..

Most importantly, my boyfriend..well actually my fiance as of November 7th, 2011 :) He makes my bad days better.

That's a little insight into my world. Hold on tight..it's gonna be a bumpy ride!